25 feeling 23

It’s funny how I never thought that I’d be the one not feeling excited about my upcoming birthday.

As my friends started turning 25 I felt like I was still 23. I always thought I’d have my life in order by now. I thought I’d be fully independent by now. I thought I’d be strong adult by now.

As I don’t have everything figured out and not feeling adult what so ever, I’ll stay in the denial of my age and decide to start growing younger like Benjamin Button.